21st september :a very unfortunate day for me

hello friends
now, I am writing something about my very unfortunate day. The day was 21st of september.It can also understood by 11st sep + 10 = 21st sep.
Before that day means on 20st sep. it was everythig fine.I spent near about 4 to 5 hours in lab on that night & returned from lab at 11.30 pm. and saw some songs on television in the common hall and finally went to sleep because there was 7 th MGPA (Machine Graded Programming Assignment) on 21st of sep.
I got up early in the morning & read some basic concepts of java programming. At 10:45 pm I went to my lecture hall for MGPA.There I got A problem based on arrays in which I hve to convert a decimal numbers into binary numbers wihin certain range and then find numbers where it changes from 0 to 1 or 1 to 0. Although problem was not difficult but at that time I could not develop a logic for it.I tried many times to solve it , but finally I could not solve it and my all efforts went into vain.
When I came outside the lab then I came to know that many students had cleared that problem successfully.I was pleased to know it.Then I asked about logic that was involved in that problem.I recognized my problem.where I was wrong?
Then I heard some students were talking about the result of TCOM. They were talking
that result is very disappointing . I rushed towards notice board to see my result .I was thinking
that the result will componsate my anxity to some extent . But when I saw the original result then I came to know that I was wrong and this result is not minimising my problem but it is more disappointing than the previous one. In this result I was declared fail.
The reson was that It was mentioned that I had copied the matter from a website.It was true I copied some part of it from the website due to lack of time and failure of gnayn server.Although it was not pleasant to me but I accept it because if ma'm has done it then I am
sure she had thought about it.
There was a sequence of unpleasant things on that day.I did not know what it is happening but it was happening. Suddenly somebody told me that there is also result of MFCS
on the notice board.I thought surely it will be fine for me . But disappointing event again repeated itself and here I also got the less marks than the expectation.Really it was to much for me .I pray to Almighty God to do something better for me . And I returned to my hostel ,I decided not to repeat my faults .